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Missing you is like breathing…it just comes naturally

“Missing you is like breathing…it just comes naturally”

ImageI can’t sleep; everything I ever knew is a lie without you. I can’t breathe when my heart is broke in two, there’s no beat without you. You are not gone, but you are not here. At least that’s the way it seems.
Missing you isn’t the hardest part.
Knowing that I once had you is.
I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

You told me you liked me but then you left!!
I am trying not to care about it but care is all I have done… You said you would never break my heart but its so shattered, I will never find all the pieces!!! You left me in the cold shadowed with grief!!!
You left me with the pain of a million cuts… I would never cried so much because my tears were tired of having made a pool full. My eyes are so full of grief I can’t stand to look at myself in the mirror I will always care you maybe thats why I can’t get over you, I feel like I don’t have a heart anymore YOU took it!!! But the real truth is I MISS YOU I miss your some lovely words, the lyrics of our favourite songs that you always send me. A good night or a good morning simple text that used to make me feel safe, BUT now… I get nothing. The pain is so great I wonder will I ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head? Which is why I say this in mourning for you YOU TOLD ME YOU LIKED ME BUT THEN YOU LEFT!!!!!!

I knew that looking back on the tears would make me laugh but I never knew that looking back on the laughs would bring tears

Every one tells me we look nice to be together, they are right you deserve me and I hope, I deserve you too.
I am sorry about never trusting you, I am sorry for always hurting you, I am sorry I can’t be who you want me to be, I am sorry I can’t be perfect, I am sorry for our past experiences, I am sorry I can’t be your dream girl, what I am aiming for is I am sorry I am not good enough to be with you. I really miss you.
Sometimes you think you’ve gotten over someone but when you see them smile you suddenly realize your just pretending you got over them to erase the pain of knowing they will never be yours.
It takes a minute to find someone special a day to love them, and a life time to forget them.
The worst way to miss someone is to have them sitting right next to you and knowing you can’t have them.
Someday you’ll care to me the way I care you.
Someday you’ll miss me the way I miss you.
Someday you’ll want me but I won’t want you.

You will never know if you ever loved someone until you lose them. Because in that exact second that you know that you will never say “i love you” again, you will feel it. Either nothing, or one of the greatest pains in life. You wake up and its not the same, life that is. Because you know that when you go to bed that very same night, that you will be sleeping alone. So when you have someone who loves you , don’t ruin it. Sometimes the only way to get over someone is to let them become just a friend, to show them that maybe sometime in the future you can have a chance again, keep them close but never ask for a second chance, don’t show weakness. They feed off it like savages. If you love them, then show it by laying off, taking a break, and showing that you can make it without them, even if inside, you don’t want to..

And in this cold afternoon, I hope you realize how much emotions and my careness I choose I didn’t tell you.. I will leave it unspoken, untold and even I hope (only my hope) yo will realize it really soon. How I miss your time, how I miss you so badly.


With a bunch of misses,

Fefiana.

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