“When life knocks you down to your knees, that is the best and perfect position to pray”
I find myself just sitting in front of the laptop and realizing that things have changed. So it means I’ve changed too. Sometimes, some beautiful things happen unexpectedly, you didn’t ask for it or you may never thought it could be this hard to you. The unexpectable things sometimes happen and bring you to the deep depression. I realized I have changed from what I used to be. I have changed to be a girl who sometimes like to do something that I promised I would not do it–but still, I know my limit, things I shouldn’t do or even only to try.
For those who said that I have changed and see me from a bad side, thankyou. So now I also know that I might be wrong to think that you understand me so well. In fact you don’t. For those who never told me that they hate me or they like to talk about me behind my back, that is good to give you my sweetest smile, that I am gonna make you realized I will change too much by won’t see you as a person I used to be. People will always have something to say about you; no matter what you do.
They may just expect you to be someone, the best one for everything as possible as you could.. But they never know who you really are. They never know your limits. So there will be come a day when you feel like you are alone when actually you are not! It is just a feeling of letting everyone go and leave you all alone. Sometimes it’s best. I like to sit back and relax myself in my room and create my own world by listening to the most random musics, and let my mind flies away to imagine or settle things up. I always need time to be alone to calm down myself from anger.
And now I can say that I am tired. That’s all. Sometimes you think by having something in your life will make your life happier, that’s not true at all. Are you sure it won’t leaves you? You will spend your bad day alone. I am not gonna be so dramatic over a thing now, just wanna say that life has its ups and downs, the way we deal with thing is the most important thing to survive.
You will feel so down, like you just need to be alone in the room to shout out load, and no one will listens. When life knocks you down, you just have to stand up and looking for a better thing. Don’t ever let yourself down and crying over a thing, stop dwelling on the past, you better show them off that you can handle the worst thing of your life, never say never and, never say you can’t. Don’t be so easy to give up on things you believe you can handle.
When life knocks you down, you have to stary strong and better give your smile to the universe.
When your life knocks you down, stop comparing your life to someone’s life, you have the most beautiful life in your hands; you just do not realize it.
When your life knocks you down, be wise.. Let it be something to teachs your life to be more meaningfull..
After all….. When life knocks you down to your knees, that is the best and perfect position to pray.. God loves you no matter what. HE will never leave you.